Sometimes I really try not to feel anything.. I’m thinking ‘it’s fine, I’m fine, could be worse’ but then this fucking little thoughts .. so little but so loud.. telling you that you’re nothing, that you have nobody..
Ok.. so I have this little stupid thing about guys.. I just love long haired men… so sometimes I type “sexy long haired men” in google and play a game called “I would fuck that” and I’m just sitting here yelling “I would fuck that, yaaaas I would definitly fuck that too, Lord my Lord I would fuck that so hard” … Yep
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Rae: “I just can’t eat in front of people.”
Stacey: “Why not?”
Rae: “Well, because, if I eat unhealthy food, then people will think ‘Oh, look at that fat cow. No wonder she got to that size,’ and if I eat healthy food, then they think ‘Well, who’re you trying to kid, love? You didn’t get to that size by eating salads.’”
I mean… maybe I am old cow but it’s still every fucking day of my life.